i appreciate you.

Another smile has you wrapped in deep tight knots whose efforts are lacking deep,
Pixie dance on the thin ice whose standards on which the smile has framed sleek.

Satisfaction was the daydream who has false accused a different path to your face, weather your tears and saddle up for the emotion race.

Faster, running, storms, combustion of senses far beyond the human reach, that smile is a haunting and oddly cannot be replaced.

There is a glimmer of a another that has dully grabbed a slice of your mind, now the confusion takes suit for battle, can this be?

Asking all these questions, debating every move, there seems to be a complication in every set path you seem to choose.

This slice who caught your attention seems temptation to be fair. Slow songs seem slower, every word dancing by and by, can my mind conquer this challenge?

Walk slow, breathe, smoke from your lit cigarette seems to sing the clarity we just might need. Fearless of its word for it only speaks the truth... Then you realize that this is you.

Here this is me. All these battles set fourth are mine and not you. In the midst of the chaos a second of reality then awakes, it was you my friend who thought this and you shall figure it for you in the end.

Night sky

Dark blue full of hopes and sometimes full of dreams,
The shining light in circles from you, you seem to beam.

Oh wonderful corpse of the night let me find the way into your arms of love and grace,
For you do not mind a body full of lust, wonder and need.

Your stars burst with passions soaring deep into my night eyes,
They bring a firefly to watch me and at some point rest my tired eyes.

The depths of your planets rounding the heartbeats of my chest my soul starts to quiver in your sour abyss.

Ask no questions of how we got here and plan on no return,
Adventures of a lifetime draw near shooting to the peak with the sharpness of a spear.

I bid you a due night sky I'll return in no time past and the quarrels of eternity we shall share among the rest.

heavy heart 2.

faster, faster the beating gets faster.
what do i do now?
i'm not sure how just to react,
my heavy heart beats faster around you,
this reaction never seems to lack.

pretending its all ok but inside we know the truth. 
keep beating heavy heart, this heavy heart it beats for you.

would it make it all so easy if we just keep on in these vicious turns?
they seem yet so familiar as they start to become such a hateful blur.

the sun will rise and set
the leaves will change for fall
the snow will start to melt
yet we shall miss it all.


plant those hopeful buds deep beneath the soil,
not sure if it will even sprout to a pretty flower but keep it well in case.
this routine seems familiar but it brings a smile to my face.
for my heavy heart resembles this small bud in oh so many hopeful ways.


heavy heart i hear you screaming out his name
but even not together we cannot change what happened on that oh so fateful day.

home.

that warm breeze
the sticky humidity
oak trees blowing in the wind
these are the things about summer at home that i somehow seem to miss.

walking down monroe avenue seeing those all too familiar faces
stumbling about blowing smoke out from their lips,
it seems as if nothing has changed yet this is what makes it all so
comfortable to me.

my girlfriends faces smiling at me
giving me that sense of almost zen,
for they know me more than most,
we will for sure let the fun begin.

i'll never know if i'll return for good
or where my soul truly belongs but i will always know one thing,
ROC CITY is my HOME.

heavy heart.

heavy heart i feel you beating through my chest,
i cannot give into your harsh beating for my feelings will just progress.
i wish it never came to this unlikely bitter ending
and i hope you stay afloat, but if you dont i understand for there isnt too much hope.

there were words i wish werent said and there are actions that should have stayed within
but heavy heart i feel you, why cant you just give in?

one day we will wish this never happened and stayed the way things were
i cannot say when this will happen but at least for now we will yern.

yern for those sweet words and all those happy times which now are just faint memories and in our mind just turned to lies. oh heavy heart i feel you but im gonna be just fine.

ill keep it moving forward and see what i can find but in the darkness of my memory and my heavy heart its you i will find.

the demon i dont fear.

My eyes so heavy and tired,
I try my best to keep them awake.
It seems as if it becomes more of a struggle as I go on from day to day.

It must be something inside me for I sleep well every night,
What are you black cloud demon?
I wont go down without a fight.

You suck up all my energy and even when I try to bring it back,
my lids they shut so slowly and my visions fade to black.

For one day soon I may not wake up from this ever wanting sleep,
not because I didn't want to,
'cause the demon got the best of me.


I wonder who would miss me,
and who would shead a tear.
but, I am not afraid to die,
no this is NOT a fear.

vegas.

bright lights "BOOM" they suck you in,
slot machines "BING" we all hope to win,
stilettos short skirts let the night begin.
Music bumpin' as the club crowds start to pour in.
"pop" goes the the Dom bottle those sweet bubbles I sip slow,
get ready Vegas cause here comes the show.

Go-Go dancers, strippers we know their steps all too well,
they don't call this sin-city for nothin
"bing-bing" the valet bell.

On to the next spot "hop-hop" lets go cause Vegas don't stop for nothin' and neither do we this you know. 

Sunglasses, lip gloss, take off the heels 
cause when after hours begin your gonna need some new ragin' wheels.

Step outside 'ah' the sun has arose and that how you know you've done it...the Las Vegas "shit show".