heavy heart 2.

faster, faster the beating gets faster.
what do i do now?
i'm not sure how just to react,
my heavy heart beats faster around you,
this reaction never seems to lack.

pretending its all ok but inside we know the truth. 
keep beating heavy heart, this heavy heart it beats for you.

would it make it all so easy if we just keep on in these vicious turns?
they seem yet so familiar as they start to become such a hateful blur.

the sun will rise and set
the leaves will change for fall
the snow will start to melt
yet we shall miss it all.


plant those hopeful buds deep beneath the soil,
not sure if it will even sprout to a pretty flower but keep it well in case.
this routine seems familiar but it brings a smile to my face.
for my heavy heart resembles this small bud in oh so many hopeful ways.


heavy heart i hear you screaming out his name
but even not together we cannot change what happened on that oh so fateful day.

home.

that warm breeze
the sticky humidity
oak trees blowing in the wind
these are the things about summer at home that i somehow seem to miss.

walking down monroe avenue seeing those all too familiar faces
stumbling about blowing smoke out from their lips,
it seems as if nothing has changed yet this is what makes it all so
comfortable to me.

my girlfriends faces smiling at me
giving me that sense of almost zen,
for they know me more than most,
we will for sure let the fun begin.

i'll never know if i'll return for good
or where my soul truly belongs but i will always know one thing,
ROC CITY is my HOME.